OH EM GEE

UGHHH WHEN IS THIS HATING EVER GONNA END!

I can’t believe she has the nerve to say that. She posted that as if i did absolutely nothing, like “I” would forget her birthday!? So…. coming to see you all the way over at college, and getting your parents to come to see you and taking your WHOLE FAMILY out to dinner AND PAYING FOR IT, and then going with you to my sisters and spending time with you shopping (when my sister’s husband even went running off) and buying you cookies and then planning this whole elaborate plan with your friends (even though it didn’t work out) wasn’t a good enough birthday present? what the crap! AND THEN you go and you complain about how i get one of YOUR friends a b-day present and a b-day card, because SHE got you a NICE purse?! what the FREAKKKKKING AAAAAAAA. so what am i suppose to do when she’s sad and all? just get her a b-day card? you know like you said she’s not a close friend, but she still got you a b-day present. how come you have to be so selfish you know?

This is not right, i did all that stuff for you and you know what happened? you got mad at me for 8 days in a row! and now i’m here spending time with you, trying to talk to you, trying to be a good person here and you get mad at me again!? just cause your jealous? does that make ANY sense…. okay fineeeee next year i’ll get you a freaking birthday present, put no thought into it what so ever and I WON”T make any plans!

O! i forgot, you want flowers, you don’t want a present, okay so for EVERY SINGLE CRAPPY OCCASION I’LL GET YOU FLOWERS! YAY then i don’t have to think about anything and try to show you exactly how much i care! GOSH DARN!

(added in later)

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO DEAL WITH THIS. I DON’T GET SUPER MAD AT YOU LIKE IN THIS BLOG AND I SAY SUPER NICE THINGS AND TELL YOU I DON’T WANT TO FIGHT WITH YOU, AND I DON’T LIKE HOW YOU TREAT ME WHEN YOU PMS AND YOU GO AND TELL ME CRAP THAT MAKES ME FEEL EVEN WORSE! I CAN”T DEAL WITH THIS WHEN I’M SICK UGHH!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE CRAP! THIS HURTS SOOO BAD I BASICALLY DID ALL THAT STUFF FOR ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!!!!     WHY IN THE WORLD DID I PLAN ALL THAT STUFF OUT JUST FOR YOU TO YELL AT ME! I do NOT feel appreciated at ALL!!!!!! I feel like crap, like no matter what i do i can’t make you happy, i can’t make you understand that i want you not some other fucking girl! What am i suppose to do, i can’t even talk to people in my class without you screwing me over with your hatred and jealousy. I can’t even focus on my work! Why in the world do i go out of my way for you! I COULD BE YELLIN AT YOU RIGHT NOW BUT I’M NOT, THIS IS SOOO FRUSTRATING YOU NEVER APPRECIATE ANYTHING I DO. YOU SAY THANK YOU THANK YOU AND THEN YOU AND GET MAD AT ME AND SAY THAT EVERYTHIGN I DO IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU. WELL FUCK IT MAYBE I’M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU! DOESN”T MEAN I DON’T TRY REALLY HARD. SORRY I’M NOT MR.GENIUS OR MR. I HAVE SUPER AMOUNTS OF MONEY AND I JUST PAY GIRLS TO BE WITH ME MANNNNNN

GOD I DON’T EVEN FEEL LIKE TYPIN TO THIS DAMN THING FUCKIN A!